18. Nikole. Michigan. |
I’ve been thinking a lot about you. Not in the way I used to when I craved your attention more than anything. Now I think about you and I feel regret and sometimes anger, mostly in myself. I can’t believe I let myself do all of that…I can’t believe I devalued who I am and who I deserve.
Right now, I hate you. I don’t want to hate you though, I want to feel indifference about you, about what you do and who you’re with now. One day I hope I’ll forget you and everything you did to me and what I did to myself for you.
Right now, I hate you. I don’t want to hate you though, I want to feel indifference about you, about what you do and who you’re with now. One day I hope I’ll forget you and everything you did to me and what I did to myself for you.
(via frenchycraftybruin)
i hope you have a daughter who gets treated the same way you treated me. and i hope her heart breaks over some boy who doesn’t deserve a single ounce of her emotions. i hope when she’s in her room, crying into her pillow, that you’re there to hear about this boy. and hell, i hope when you listen, it hits home. i hope you realize that thats the way you treated the girl who loved you back in high school, and i hope you hate you self for a minute.
#32 over you (via countingpoems)
Maybe we’ll meet again, when we’re slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.
(via bl-ossomed)
I miss all my friends. I miss when I was happy. I miss when I went out a lot. I miss having friends to go out with. I miss drinking with all of them. Hiding in the park and getting drunk. I miss late nights playing video games and catching up. I miss my senior year when I had no worries in the world. I miss my old self. I miss my old friends. I have no idea how to get that back. I don’t even think I could if I tried.
It’s amazing how someone can break your heart and you still love them with every broken piece of it.
(via difficult)
